I’m working with Fillmore’s book and with a second book
which is required reading for Unity Institute’s S.E.E. (Spiritual Education and
Enrichment) course on the Twelve Powers.
Power Up! by Unity ministers Rev. Dr. Paul Hasselbeck
and Rev. Dr. Cher Holton simplifies and modernizes the sometimes difficult-to-read Fillmore text. The Unity Worldwide Ministries website also offers
some material on the Twelve Powers at http://www.unity.org/resources/twelve-powers/twelve-powers. Plus, Jean has decided to join me in this
study! So I’m feeling blessed with an abundance of materials and rich conversations
from which to draw insights and knowledge.
The Twelve Powers correspond nicely with the months of the
year - perfect for my Type-A brain, which prefers to study things in a logical,
methodical, back-in-school kind of way.
The power for January was Faith, and I spent the month of January
immersed in readings on this topic. In
addition to the Unity materials I mentioned above, I also checked the library for
books on the subject of Faith, and I found one I loved called Faith: Trusting Your Own Deepest Experience
by Sharon Salzberg, a Buddhist meditation teacher.
At the beginning of January, I had noticed I was feeling
resistant to the idea of exploring the subject of Faith. There was something about Faith that seemed
too vague and fuzzy for me to get my perfectionist mind wrapped around. Plus, some of the things I’ve discovered in
my experiment with the Law of Mind Action seemed contradictory to the
definition of Faith as I understood it at first. So I wasn’t sure I had any Faith in the idea
of studying Faith! But over the course
of the month, as I continued to work with the readings, I started to gain some
clarity around Faith and to see how I can use my own
spiritual ability of Faith to navigate the troubled waters I encounter on my
path toward becoming fully who I am.
What I realized this past month is that, contrary to my
previous definition, having Faith – to me - doesn’t mean believing that things
will work out the way I want them to. It
doesn’t mean if I pray hard enough I’ll get the job I want. It doesn’t mean I’ll get the diagnosis I want. It doesn’t mean my children will follow the
paths I want them to follow. It doesn’t
mean there will be a “happy ending” to my every story. To me, having Faith means knowing that no
matter what my outer circumstances may be, I am always connected to that wise,
loving Center - it’s only a breath away. And I can meet my circumstances, whatever they are, from my
Center with courage and strength and grace and love. This
is a definition of Faith that fills my heart.
The color for Faith is blue.
I’ve been wearing a bracelet with a blue teardrop charm as a reminder of
my Faith throughout the day. Now that we’re
into February, it’s time to begin the study of Strength, but I plan to keep
wearing my bracelet to help me stay connected to my Faith as I move through the
rest of the Twelve Powers.
For more information about Unity Institute's S.E.E. program, visit http://www.unityinstitute.org/see.
~REBECCA
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